January gloom

I am very much not looking forward to going back to work tomorrow. Maybe this really should be the year I find a new job. Not that that would happen in time to stop me having to navigate at least one more pandemic-hit term. I may have just had two and a bit weeks off but I'm not sure I have any more energy than I did at the start of the break.

And my dad is in hospital following a fall this morning and stroke symptoms. This is not good.

I am tired and sad and horribly worried and everything is Too Much.